| | yeah. i keep forgetting about this thing.. sorry.
tree-o! yay. saturday = gonna be sickkk. finally, a reunion that's actually happening! :D
not to say everyone else is a slacker, since i'm not exactly grand master planner, but i'm not allowed to text anymore until school starts. which sucks. but hey, once september rolls around, i'll be text happy once again.
i don't think that paragraph was very coherent. actually, it's completely senseless. but it goes along with the apparently- worsening mental condition i am so happy to have. everybody that knows it just accredits all the bad and wacky things i do to, "oh well, she's crazy." it's like a freaking golden ticket to freedom! yum.
woohoo! my neighbors threw a "B.F." [see movie, white chicks.] and now i'm finally free of all contact! for a while, i thought i'd found people weirder than me- japs to the core, yet still friendly. haha. jokes. anyway, they're just the same as every other typical marlboro girl. so thank goodness i don't have to put up with doing nothing all day anymore.
see, the thing with me is that people think i'm a b_tch. but i try to be kind and peace-loving, yadda yadda yadda. but if i don't like you, or if you do something completely skewering my moral standards, i won't hide it. you'll know. oh, trust me. you'll know. because i don't believe in pretending to like people. it'll just cause me the agony of the thing i hate the most- lying through my teeth. i'll have to act all nice and blah blah blah, as if i like you, when i really don't. i'd rather spare myself that pain and just have you hate me and talk about me behind my back. hey, it's easier on my conscience. plus, marlboro girls get to continue their favorite pastime- gossiping and telling complete lies about "i heard from a friend of a friend."
i needed to get that out, since apparently they've been trying to avoid any and all contact with me. so i haven't had the pleasure of saying that to their faces yet. but they call my cousin every day. we live in the same house, my cousin and i. go figure. i guess they're trying to make me feel left out and terrible about myself. haha.
so, thanks for being patient through the rantings of an emotionally and otherwise unstable child. see you later!
p.s. today my 55 year old uncle is having a civil marriage [as in, with just a judge. no pomp here] to his 23 year old fiance. their 3 year old baby is quite delightful and adorable.
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